luckily 2day hand dint so pain lyk last few day le...
bt still gt a bit pain...
haiz...
tat Teng sumore hit tat injuction's place(my hand)...
pain...
she always bully ppl eh...
Caryn...
i nt angry u...
i jst wan u noe wat ur wrong...
u always jst noe angry other ppl...
haiz...
tat mis teh siao eh...
jst nw scold whole class tat we no use...
project duno hw do by weself...
after tat...
she find me n ask me go computer room v she...
4 do project...
omg...
lady reli so easy 2 change...
especially is teacher...
nw nid go study, study, n study...
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
05.05.10
long tym dint update lo... cuz lazy... XD
so fast may lo...
my birth at may...
hope tat tis year birth can pass v happy...
expect it...
n exam wil comins soon aso...
HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
last month many thing happen lo...
make xx angry...
so sorry...
aso argue v JQ...
nw ntg alr...
bt...
me v she lyk dint so gud same v last tym...
we 3...(me, JQ, E)
maybe is my problem...
duno wan hw le la...
ytd injuction...
pain pain leh...
hand cant move...
so difficult...
wat thing aso cant do...
2day morning at skul sumore heasdache...
n wan fever...
me so weak leh...
always sick n sick...
haiz...
useless...
same v wat u say...
i duno wat a girl nid...
wat u wan...
all i duno...
nw...
wat i can do is STUDY...
leave 3 week nia...
chan...TT
1st test's result so bad...
tis tym mst better den last tym...
hope i can do it...
GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so fast may lo...
my birth at may...
hope tat tis year birth can pass v happy...
expect it...
n exam wil comins soon aso...
HATE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
last month many thing happen lo...
make xx angry...
so sorry...
aso argue v JQ...
nw ntg alr...
bt...
me v she lyk dint so gud same v last tym...
we 3...(me, JQ, E)
maybe is my problem...
duno wan hw le la...
ytd injuction...
pain pain leh...
hand cant move...
so difficult...
wat thing aso cant do...
2day morning at skul sumore heasdache...
n wan fever...
me so weak leh...
always sick n sick...
haiz...
useless...
same v wat u say...
i duno wat a girl nid...
wat u wan...
all i duno...
nw...
wat i can do is STUDY...
leave 3 week nia...
chan...TT
1st test's result so bad...
tis tym mst better den last tym...
hope i can do it...
GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
02.03.10
2day gt many thing hapen...
wen bm period...
teacher was dint at cluz...
duno y...
me veli moody n feel wan 2 cry...
I cal dad accompanny me go toilet...
den I leave dad 1 person at outside...
sori dad...
bak 2 cluz...
lee yin was cal me go 2 take pic 4 bola tampar...
I went 2 toilat 1 more tym...
I saw u...
I pull u go toilet agn...
I hug u...
I cant tel u me cry...
act wat JQ tel me at bm period aso is 1 the reason me cry...
she say me giv 4 u is ur problem...
n aso say...
u accept tat boy nt cuz u lyk he...
jst cuz u feel tat accept tat bay better den me...
jst cuz I am girl...
tis reason agn?
ya...
maybe me shall change skul...
I tel JQ...
she ask me...
me "she de" u meh?
"she de" all the fren o?
my ans is...
IMPOSSIBLE...
bt if tat u can happy den nw...
I wil do it...
recess tym...
u stay at cluz do humwrk...
I sit at zhi hui place...
I wan touch ur hand nia...
u tio say "sou sou bu qin"...
hurt...
suan le...
u went down...
me stay at cluz...
gastrik agn...
everyday tis tym aso wil eh...
hate nia...
last period...
all teacher gt meeting...
so all cluz's student was free...
3P3 they cum our cluz agn...
so noisy...
ply ply ply...
den tat WL do u...
I hate it...
me gt a feel tat me susport 2 protect u...
I pull she away from u...
she scold me...
anytin la...
she dint do u tio can dy...
cuz she do u until so "cu lu"...
me beh tahan...
sorry 2 u aso n WL...
after tat u tel me her hand "black green"...
bt me jst pull she waist...
hand impossible wil lyk tat...
suan le...
I aso dw 2 explain...
dint hav ppl wil believe...
after skul...
u go popular v JQ...
u 2 leave me 1 person at skul...
E go find her CK alr...
den me wan do wat?
after E finish find she...
she say aso wan went 2 pm...
ok lo...
me beh syok...
cuz u cal me stay at skul...
me n E go pm by walking...
tis tym we dint feel a few tired aso...
we say maybe cuz JQ dint walk v us...
haha... jk jk...
reach thr u lyk unhapi 2 c tio me...
after go asamu...
they 2 leave me n u...
u aso wan leave they at pm...
u say we bak 2 skul 1st...
u so paaaaaaaaaaaaai...
bak 2 skul study.....
u say either me go find JQ study 2gether or she go...
me choose other table...
I study myselve...
after JQ bak hum...
me go wait bus lyk everyday...
at pm saw tio monkey tan...
me reach hum at 6 pm...
stand at bus 1 hour agn...
my leg pain la...
haiz... bt cant hw aso...
jst can scold myselve...
y giv the place 2 other ppl?
stupid ar me...
nw 8pm...
me wan 2 study agn...
2day study sej...
GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wen bm period...
teacher was dint at cluz...
duno y...
me veli moody n feel wan 2 cry...
I cal dad accompanny me go toilet...
den I leave dad 1 person at outside...
sori dad...
bak 2 cluz...
lee yin was cal me go 2 take pic 4 bola tampar...
I went 2 toilat 1 more tym...
I saw u...
I pull u go toilet agn...
I hug u...
I cant tel u me cry...
act wat JQ tel me at bm period aso is 1 the reason me cry...
she say me giv 4 u is ur problem...
n aso say...
u accept tat boy nt cuz u lyk he...
jst cuz u feel tat accept tat bay better den me...
jst cuz I am girl...
tis reason agn?
ya...
maybe me shall change skul...
I tel JQ...
she ask me...
me "she de" u meh?
"she de" all the fren o?
my ans is...
IMPOSSIBLE...
bt if tat u can happy den nw...
I wil do it...
recess tym...
u stay at cluz do humwrk...
I sit at zhi hui place...
I wan touch ur hand nia...
u tio say "sou sou bu qin"...
hurt...
suan le...
u went down...
me stay at cluz...
gastrik agn...
everyday tis tym aso wil eh...
hate nia...
last period...
all teacher gt meeting...
so all cluz's student was free...
3P3 they cum our cluz agn...
so noisy...
ply ply ply...
den tat WL do u...
I hate it...
me gt a feel tat me susport 2 protect u...
I pull she away from u...
she scold me...
anytin la...
she dint do u tio can dy...
cuz she do u until so "cu lu"...
me beh tahan...
sorry 2 u aso n WL...
after tat u tel me her hand "black green"...
bt me jst pull she waist...
hand impossible wil lyk tat...
suan le...
I aso dw 2 explain...
dint hav ppl wil believe...
after skul...
u go popular v JQ...
u 2 leave me 1 person at skul...
E go find her CK alr...
den me wan do wat?
after E finish find she...
she say aso wan went 2 pm...
ok lo...
me beh syok...
cuz u cal me stay at skul...
me n E go pm by walking...
tis tym we dint feel a few tired aso...
we say maybe cuz JQ dint walk v us...
haha... jk jk...
reach thr u lyk unhapi 2 c tio me...
after go asamu...
they 2 leave me n u...
u aso wan leave they at pm...
u say we bak 2 skul 1st...
u so paaaaaaaaaaaaai...
bak 2 skul study.....
u say either me go find JQ study 2gether or she go...
me choose other table...
I study myselve...
after JQ bak hum...
me go wait bus lyk everyday...
at pm saw tio monkey tan...
me reach hum at 6 pm...
stand at bus 1 hour agn...
my leg pain la...
haiz... bt cant hw aso...
jst can scold myselve...
y giv the place 2 other ppl?
stupid ar me...
nw 8pm...
me wan 2 study agn...
2day study sej...
GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bak 2 hum...
u ask me y cry...
I say I dint...
bt u say gt...
I ans...
cuz I syok...
u scold me sha de...
sha de?
tat was last year me cal u dy...
I think u 4get alr...
nw I study sn...
oh my god...
many word I duno...
cham liao la...
tis few day me almost 3am jst slp... tired la...
lazy 2 study alr...
sn...
I mst get more higher mark den last year...
so me mst gambateh...
u ask me y cry...
I say I dint...
bt u say gt...
I ans...
cuz I syok...
u scold me sha de...
sha de?
tat was last year me cal u dy...
I think u 4get alr...
nw I study sn...
oh my god...
many word I duno...
cham liao la...
tis few day me almost 3am jst slp... tired la...
lazy 2 study alr...
sn...
I mst get more higher mark den last year...
so me mst gambateh...
01.03.10
2day 1st period is kh...
my kh folio nt yet do finish... T.T
I cal u help me draw 2 lakaran...
cuz I duno hw 2 draw la...
den is pj...
last few day...
u cal me ply volleybal v u at pj...
wen I went down...
I saw u wan use basketbal ply v JQ...
CNT la...
ltr ur hand wil "black green" agn...
pls dun use baskatbal ply volleybal agn...(cuz I xim tia)
after recess...
sn period...
I duno all ppl alr went down...
me stil blur blur sit at cluz...
whr I noe...
I saw u wait me at door...
thx ya...
bt me "hai" u late go 2 sn lab...
giv teacher scold n call us stand 10 minutes...
duno why...
2day me dint hav mud 2 study...
me at bak talk v daddy...(act is use write la...)
we say u agn...
I tell dad tat I were tired...
dad call me giv up...
she say me can jst me dw...
I cry agn...
JQ say wan c wat we say bout...
den me ma giv she the buk lo...
u aso c it...
SHIT...
haiz...
nvm dy...
I noe if dint giv u c it u wil angry...
me at sn lab cry until sn period finish...
wen the way bak 2 cluz...
I pull u go toilet...
be4 tat, JQ say u c tio gamdong until cry...
I hope it is real... bt lyk lie me eh...
me ask u agn...
"wat relation of us nw?"
u ans the same ans...
"duno..."
wat...
duno agn...
wat is ur thinking nw?
I wan 2 noe...
after skul...
u cal me help u take the buk...
at the stair...
I cal u wei, a, u aso dw chap me...
den I ask u wan cal u wat...
u ans: miss ang...
SWT...
den I say...
"cal u laopo u wil ans anot?"
u say...
"duno..."
ask agn...
"wil anot?"
u ans...
"wil la..."
wats tat mean?
mean u "cheng ren" tat u r my laopo...
or jst giv me cal syok...
can u tel me?
my kh folio nt yet do finish... T.T
I cal u help me draw 2 lakaran...
cuz I duno hw 2 draw la...
den is pj...
last few day...
u cal me ply volleybal v u at pj...
wen I went down...
I saw u wan use basketbal ply v JQ...
CNT la...
ltr ur hand wil "black green" agn...
pls dun use baskatbal ply volleybal agn...(cuz I xim tia)
after recess...
sn period...
I duno all ppl alr went down...
me stil blur blur sit at cluz...
whr I noe...
I saw u wait me at door...
thx ya...
bt me "hai" u late go 2 sn lab...
giv teacher scold n call us stand 10 minutes...
duno why...
2day me dint hav mud 2 study...
me at bak talk v daddy...(act is use write la...)
we say u agn...
I tell dad tat I were tired...
dad call me giv up...
she say me can jst me dw...
I cry agn...
JQ say wan c wat we say bout...
den me ma giv she the buk lo...
u aso c it...
SHIT...
haiz...
nvm dy...
I noe if dint giv u c it u wil angry...
me at sn lab cry until sn period finish...
wen the way bak 2 cluz...
I pull u go toilet...
be4 tat, JQ say u c tio gamdong until cry...
I hope it is real... bt lyk lie me eh...
me ask u agn...
"wat relation of us nw?"
u ans the same ans...
"duno..."
wat...
duno agn...
wat is ur thinking nw?
I wan 2 noe...
after skul...
u cal me help u take the buk...
at the stair...
I cal u wei, a, u aso dw chap me...
den I ask u wan cal u wat...
u ans: miss ang...
SWT...
den I say...
"cal u laopo u wil ans anot?"
u say...
"duno..."
ask agn...
"wil anot?"
u ans...
"wil la..."
wats tat mean?
mean u "cheng ren" tat u r my laopo...
or jst giv me cal syok...
can u tel me?
Sunday, February 28, 2010
踢和句的故事
踢爱上了一个句，句也很喜欢踢,
渐渐的两个人走到了一起,
同居,当踢的嘴第一次吻到句的唇时,
句就决定这一辈子就跟定她了
于是句调皮的问：
[你会爱我多久？]
踢捏着句的鼻子温柔的说：
[你想要多久呢？]
句想了想天真的说：
[那就一辈子吧，这一辈子你都不许喜欢别的女孩！]
踢笑着说：
[恩，好！]
句又想了想嘟起小嘴：
[不行！我不信你，我们打勾勾，你要是反悔的话我到时候就杀了你！]
踢认真的回答说：
[好，假如有一天我背叛你，你就杀了我。]
就这样踢跟句在一起快三年了，
她们彼此都深爱着对方，可 是天总是不如人愿，
不辛终于降临在这对幸福的恋人身上，
渐渐的踢开始对句冷漠。再也不像以前那样宠她了，
句似乎觉察到了什么，于是就开始追问踢，
可是踢却没有说出原因。终于有一天，
踢突然带了一个既时尚又性感还很漂亮的女人回来，
这是句还想骗自己，就傻傻的问：
[宝贝，这是你的朋友吗？]
踢冷酷的说：
[是，而且是女朋友。]
句听了没有做任何反应，只是傻傻的坐在那里，
句不敢抬头看踢，因为她怕眼泪会忍不住掉下来；
她不想让踢看到自己哭，因为她任然相信踢还爱她。
这时踢冷冷的说：
[今晚你在这里，明天你搬走吧，今晚我和他出去住。]
[等一下。]句终于开口了, [姐姐，你能不能出去一下？我想单独和她谈。]
那女人点点头走了出去。踢依然背对着她。谁也没说话。
[为什么？]句最先开口。踢冷漠的说：
[不爱就不需要任何理由！]
然后掉头就走，没给女孩任何机会。
句哭了，她告诉自己不能掉眼泪，
可是那晶莹的泪花还是不听话的掉了下来...
过了好久，句再次见到踢时，是在医院里，
两个人都瘦得不成样子了；句因为伤心，想他得了胃炎，
而她怎么会在医院里出现呢？句因为心里任然爱她，就悄悄的跟了上去。。。
[病人如果再找不再适合的心脏进行移植，那我们再也没有能力维持她的性命了]
医生对女人说，这时句呆了，再一次为踢掉下了眼泪，
可是这一次比上一次更加伤心，
句痴痴的坐在窗前眼泪一直往下掉，她突然站了起来，
走到桌子前面拿起笔，在纸上写了一些东西，
然后他笑着拿起手机拨通了踢的电话，
[喂]
接电话的是那个女人，[你好，我想见他可以吗？求你给我这次机会好吗？]
女人沉默了一下说：[好吧，在那里？我转告她。]
[在我们第一次见面的公园，谢谢。]
句挂掉点后就匆忙得出去了。踢如约的来到她们初次见面的公园，
可是过了好久句还是没出现，踢着急的等着，
最后句还是没出现，踢失落的离开，句对自己说
[不可以不舍得......]
过几天踢要进行心脏移植了，她兴奋的对女人说：
[如果我成功了，我要做的第一件事就是去找她，告诉她事实！]
女人笑了笑
[但愿她不会拒绝你。]
踢的心脏移植成功了，他一醒来就忙着给句打电话，
可是一直没人接。。。踢说
[她真的生气了]
女人安慰的说
[不会的，她可能在忙呢？]
这时医生进来笑着说：
[你命可真好，昨天那个女孩的遗嘱点名要把心脏捐给你，她好像事先预料到自己会死，还写了封遗嘱。]
[她是怎样死的？]
踢问到。[车祸，不过真可惜，那女孩长得就像个水晶娃娃似的。]
这是踢要求见这一位女孩，医生迟疑了一下点点头。
[就是这个了。你们看吧。他的死相并不可怕。和睡觉了一样。]
在看到那女孩的一刹那，踢跟女人都僵在了那里。踢心痛的说
[怎么会这样！不会的！宝贝你起来啊~不要吓我啊！不可能的。姐我在做梦对不对？你告诉我！宝贝我要的不是这样。你快醒醒啊宝贝！]
女人给了踢一个耳光，流着泪说：
[你醒醒吧！要不是你她怎么会这样~是你害了她！她是在用她的生命去爱你！]
踢看见句的脸上还带着笑容，踢又再一次哭了。
摸着句那白的向雪的手，突然看见了一团纸，
打开一看是句写给自己的信：
[亲爱的，对不起，请你不要怪我好吗？我真的好爱你，那天你在公园等我，我去了，只是没露面，我就在你身后，我想把你的一切都记在心里，因为我想我们下辈子还要在一起，虽然这辈子你没履行承诺。但是我不怪你，即使你不再爱我，可是你的心会在我心里带一辈子。宝贝，你一定要幸福哦！我把我的幸福全部给了你，答应我下辈子不要再抛弃我了好吗？今生的承诺我们来生再履行，宝贝，祝你幸福。。。]
[不，宝贝，没有你我要怎么幸福？你醒过来好吗？我们从新开始，我错了，对不起，我从来都没有不爱你，宝贝~你回来啊！我.......错了！你回来呀~]
这时句就在她身边，高兴的说：
[原来你还爱我，你一直都爱着我...]
她试图想抱踢，可是却在她的身体里穿过....
天空下起了下雨，踢哭了，她也哭了，上帝也哭了...
渐渐的两个人走到了一起,
同居,当踢的嘴第一次吻到句的唇时,
句就决定这一辈子就跟定她了
于是句调皮的问：
[你会爱我多久？]
踢捏着句的鼻子温柔的说：
[你想要多久呢？]
句想了想天真的说：
[那就一辈子吧，这一辈子你都不许喜欢别的女孩！]
踢笑着说：
[恩，好！]
句又想了想嘟起小嘴：
[不行！我不信你，我们打勾勾，你要是反悔的话我到时候就杀了你！]
踢认真的回答说：
[好，假如有一天我背叛你，你就杀了我。]
就这样踢跟句在一起快三年了，
她们彼此都深爱着对方，可 是天总是不如人愿，
不辛终于降临在这对幸福的恋人身上，
渐渐的踢开始对句冷漠。再也不像以前那样宠她了，
句似乎觉察到了什么，于是就开始追问踢，
可是踢却没有说出原因。终于有一天，
踢突然带了一个既时尚又性感还很漂亮的女人回来，
这是句还想骗自己，就傻傻的问：
[宝贝，这是你的朋友吗？]
踢冷酷的说：
[是，而且是女朋友。]
句听了没有做任何反应，只是傻傻的坐在那里，
句不敢抬头看踢，因为她怕眼泪会忍不住掉下来；
她不想让踢看到自己哭，因为她任然相信踢还爱她。
这时踢冷冷的说：
[今晚你在这里，明天你搬走吧，今晚我和他出去住。]
[等一下。]句终于开口了, [姐姐，你能不能出去一下？我想单独和她谈。]
那女人点点头走了出去。踢依然背对着她。谁也没说话。
[为什么？]句最先开口。踢冷漠的说：
[不爱就不需要任何理由！]
然后掉头就走，没给女孩任何机会。
句哭了，她告诉自己不能掉眼泪，
可是那晶莹的泪花还是不听话的掉了下来...
过了好久，句再次见到踢时，是在医院里，
两个人都瘦得不成样子了；句因为伤心，想他得了胃炎，
而她怎么会在医院里出现呢？句因为心里任然爱她，就悄悄的跟了上去。。。
[病人如果再找不再适合的心脏进行移植，那我们再也没有能力维持她的性命了]
医生对女人说，这时句呆了，再一次为踢掉下了眼泪，
可是这一次比上一次更加伤心，
句痴痴的坐在窗前眼泪一直往下掉，她突然站了起来，
走到桌子前面拿起笔，在纸上写了一些东西，
然后他笑着拿起手机拨通了踢的电话，
[喂]
接电话的是那个女人，[你好，我想见他可以吗？求你给我这次机会好吗？]
女人沉默了一下说：[好吧，在那里？我转告她。]
[在我们第一次见面的公园，谢谢。]
句挂掉点后就匆忙得出去了。踢如约的来到她们初次见面的公园，
可是过了好久句还是没出现，踢着急的等着，
最后句还是没出现，踢失落的离开，句对自己说
[不可以不舍得......]
过几天踢要进行心脏移植了，她兴奋的对女人说：
[如果我成功了，我要做的第一件事就是去找她，告诉她事实！]
女人笑了笑
[但愿她不会拒绝你。]
踢的心脏移植成功了，他一醒来就忙着给句打电话，
可是一直没人接。。。踢说
[她真的生气了]
女人安慰的说
[不会的，她可能在忙呢？]
这时医生进来笑着说：
[你命可真好，昨天那个女孩的遗嘱点名要把心脏捐给你，她好像事先预料到自己会死，还写了封遗嘱。]
[她是怎样死的？]
踢问到。[车祸，不过真可惜，那女孩长得就像个水晶娃娃似的。]
这是踢要求见这一位女孩，医生迟疑了一下点点头。
[就是这个了。你们看吧。他的死相并不可怕。和睡觉了一样。]
在看到那女孩的一刹那，踢跟女人都僵在了那里。踢心痛的说
[怎么会这样！不会的！宝贝你起来啊~不要吓我啊！不可能的。姐我在做梦对不对？你告诉我！宝贝我要的不是这样。你快醒醒啊宝贝！]
女人给了踢一个耳光，流着泪说：
[你醒醒吧！要不是你她怎么会这样~是你害了她！她是在用她的生命去爱你！]
踢看见句的脸上还带着笑容，踢又再一次哭了。
摸着句那白的向雪的手，突然看见了一团纸，
打开一看是句写给自己的信：
[亲爱的，对不起，请你不要怪我好吗？我真的好爱你，那天你在公园等我，我去了，只是没露面，我就在你身后，我想把你的一切都记在心里，因为我想我们下辈子还要在一起，虽然这辈子你没履行承诺。但是我不怪你，即使你不再爱我，可是你的心会在我心里带一辈子。宝贝，你一定要幸福哦！我把我的幸福全部给了你，答应我下辈子不要再抛弃我了好吗？今生的承诺我们来生再履行，宝贝，祝你幸福。。。]
[不，宝贝，没有你我要怎么幸福？你醒过来好吗？我们从新开始，我错了，对不起，我从来都没有不爱你，宝贝~你回来啊！我.......错了！你回来呀~]
这时句就在她身边，高兴的说：
[原来你还爱我，你一直都爱着我...]
她试图想抱踢，可是却在她的身体里穿过....
天空下起了下雨，踢哭了，她也哭了，上帝也哭了...
27.02.2010
2day me 2pm jst wake up...
all ppl say I am a pig...
bt my sis late den me...
she 3pm jst wake up... haha...
after I mop the floor n bath...
I start do my kh folio...
act all ppl do finish alr... jst leave me...
so many page...
do until nitex aso cant finish...
u say ur teeth pain agn...
xim tia nia...
at nitex...
tat JY suddenly call me qing ai dy...
yuck... geli nia...
I aso ask u y u can call other ppl lg bt cant call me?(cuz u call my sis xiao lg)...
u ans me...
cuz ply ply dy ma... so can call lo...
den I ask u...
u treat me is seriously...so u cant call?
u ans me duno...
wat agn...
y u always duno eh...
den I go watch tv until 2 sumtin jst slp...
hehe...
all ppl say I am a pig...
bt my sis late den me...
she 3pm jst wake up... haha...
after I mop the floor n bath...
I start do my kh folio...
act all ppl do finish alr... jst leave me...
so many page...
do until nitex aso cant finish...
u say ur teeth pain agn...
xim tia nia...
at nitex...
tat JY suddenly call me qing ai dy...
yuck... geli nia...
I aso ask u y u can call other ppl lg bt cant call me?(cuz u call my sis xiao lg)...
u ans me...
cuz ply ply dy ma... so can call lo...
den I ask u...
u treat me is seriously...so u cant call?
u ans me duno...
wat agn...
y u always duno eh...
den I go watch tv until 2 sumtin jst slp...
hehe...
26.02.2010
2day is holiday...
so me stay at hum...
ntg 2 do...
after ply com...
me go in room 2 study...
exam is coming...
haiz...
me wat aso nt yet study...
tired la...
I study sejarah...
cuz form 3 jst 1 chapter nia...
more relax... so I study it...
den... u tell me tat nw u at Ipoh...
walao...
all ppl study bt u go Ipoh ply...
geng lo...
tis few day...
u msg v my sis more den msg v me...
act gt a bit jealous...
bt cant hw aso...
u wont care it...
so me stay at hum...
ntg 2 do...
after ply com...
me go in room 2 study...
exam is coming...
haiz...
me wat aso nt yet study...
tired la...
I study sejarah...
cuz form 3 jst 1 chapter nia...
more relax... so I study it...
den... u tell me tat nw u at Ipoh...
walao...
all ppl study bt u go Ipoh ply...
geng lo...
tis few day...
u msg v my sis more den msg v me...
act gt a bit jealous...
bt cant hw aso...
u wont care it...
at nitex...
almost quarrel v u agn...
u say u luv me bt cant luv...
cuz u say u wil make me lost all my fren...
ya... it's ritex...
bt they all understant me...
I luv u... I cant lost u...
they wont scold me tat I dint chap them...
cuz they noe tat...
if I dint hav u... me gt fren aso wil unhapi...
jst u...
can make me laugh... make me cry...
I understant wat u say...
one day...
me aso nid 2 giv up...
pls giv me sumtime 2 giv up u...
bt nt nw...
almost quarrel v u agn...
u say u luv me bt cant luv...
cuz u say u wil make me lost all my fren...
ya... it's ritex...
bt they all understant me...
I luv u... I cant lost u...
they wont scold me tat I dint chap them...
cuz they noe tat...
if I dint hav u... me gt fren aso wil unhapi...
jst u...
can make me laugh... make me cry...
I understant wat u say...
one day...
me aso nid 2 giv up...
pls giv me sumtime 2 giv up u...
bt nt nw...
25.02.2010
2day moody...
morning...
when ps period...
borin... wan find a ppl chat bt dint hav ppl can chat...
I go find u... u jst talk v ur fren...
I wan find daddy bt daddy is talking v Mei Li them...
JQ leeh... talking v pei er...
jovy they aso wont chap siao me eh...
haiz...
den me ma walk 2 toilet... aso duno go thr 4 wat...
I saw tio mei hong they...
I hear tio wl scold me... geram nia...
Bak 2 cluz...
I dint saw tio u...
think aso wil noe... u mst inside v they dy la...
haiz... I reli veli hate they... bt I cant...
afternoon...
go pm...
me go v JQ n E...
den u go v xueling them...
I go find u...
bt u jst walk away...
yo...
y lyk tat agn?
suan le...
me aso cant do wat...
bak 2 skul...
u gt netball...
e too...
I noe nw she so hate me...
morning...
when ps period...
borin... wan find a ppl chat bt dint hav ppl can chat...
I go find u... u jst talk v ur fren...
I wan find daddy bt daddy is talking v Mei Li them...
JQ leeh... talking v pei er...
jovy they aso wont chap siao me eh...
haiz...
den me ma walk 2 toilet... aso duno go thr 4 wat...
I saw tio mei hong they...
I hear tio wl scold me... geram nia...
Bak 2 cluz...
I dint saw tio u...
think aso wil noe... u mst inside v they dy la...
haiz... I reli veli hate they... bt I cant...
afternoon...
go pm...
me go v JQ n E...
den u go v xueling them...
I go find u...
bt u jst walk away...
yo...
y lyk tat agn?
suan le...
me aso cant do wat...
bak 2 skul...
u gt netball...
e too...
I noe nw she so hate me...
24.02.2010
2day u dint cum 2 skul...
cuz u go "bang" ur teeth...
mornin Eileen call me hp u tat take IC 2 skul cuz nid 4 netball competition...
bt I dint do it...
ltr after she hp u...
she call me 12pm go down take IC from u...
HUH?!
y call me?
bt act I so hapi...
cuz can c ur after "bang" teeth dy face...
hehex...
den I go down...
ur teeth "bang" 1 line green n 1 line purple...
all ur favourite colour...
bak 2 cluz...
me ask u teeth pain anot...(cuz take hp 2 skul)
den u ans dint...
luckily...
cuz kim say wil veli pain dy...
worry nia...
u aso ask me 2mr wil stay bek anot?
ask me wan go pm 2gether...
1st tym... or manybe is last tym u wil ask...
bt... I wil stay...
cuz u go "bang" ur teeth...
mornin Eileen call me hp u tat take IC 2 skul cuz nid 4 netball competition...
bt I dint do it...
ltr after she hp u...
she call me 12pm go down take IC from u...
HUH?!
y call me?
bt act I so hapi...
cuz can c ur after "bang" teeth dy face...
hehex...
den I go down...
ur teeth "bang" 1 line green n 1 line purple...
all ur favourite colour...
bak 2 cluz...
me ask u teeth pain anot...(cuz take hp 2 skul)
den u ans dint...
luckily...
cuz kim say wil veli pain dy...
worry nia...
u aso ask me 2mr wil stay bek anot?
ask me wan go pm 2gether...
1st tym... or manybe is last tym u wil ask...
bt... I wil stay...
20.02.2010
20.02.2010...
tis day I wil rmb it...
tis day...
u accept me agn...
jst lyk a dream...
I dun believe u wil accept...
bt it's real...
so happy...
tis day I wil rmb it...
tis day...
u accept me agn...
jst lyk a dream...
I dun believe u wil accept...
bt it's real...
so happy...
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Monday, January 18, 2010
伪装的快乐很痛...
不知道从什么时候开始...
回忆对我来说有些厌恶...
没有特别的理由...
像一只逃避的鸵鸟...
越想遗忘...越想尘封...
就越是如此耀眼鲜明...
昨日苦涩的笔尖早已写不出流畅的辞藻...
干枯得没有一滴水...
依稀听见内心深处痛苦地在呻吟...
尽管自己每次都伤到体无完肤...
摔得头破血流...
但是也要伪装着很快乐的样子...
我知道怀念过去的日子总是不好...
那些美丽的甜蜜的日子...
到了今天已都早没有了当初的夺目光彩...
妄图伸手去挽留...
却只是抓不住的一场幻灭...
也许...
用灿烂过往堆砌的的宫殿困住我的罪首...
不是别人...
是我自己...
漫漫长路上...
会疲惫的不只有腿...
然后去学会付出...学会珍惜...也学会割舍...
学着去明白生命中总有一些擦肩而过的影子...
在黑暗中突然显现却又一闪而逝...
恍惚中...
岁月早已改变了它的谜底...
抬眼望去...
回忆仿佛往事的眼...
你望着它...它便也望着你...
轻轻地闭上眼睛...
让盈盈的泪水留下来...
把眼角擦干...
然后我就会告诉我自己...
没事了...
从这里走开吧...
回忆对我来说有些厌恶...
没有特别的理由...
像一只逃避的鸵鸟...
越想遗忘...越想尘封...
就越是如此耀眼鲜明...
昨日苦涩的笔尖早已写不出流畅的辞藻...
干枯得没有一滴水...
依稀听见内心深处痛苦地在呻吟...
尽管自己每次都伤到体无完肤...
摔得头破血流...
但是也要伪装着很快乐的样子...
我知道怀念过去的日子总是不好...
那些美丽的甜蜜的日子...
到了今天已都早没有了当初的夺目光彩...
妄图伸手去挽留...
却只是抓不住的一场幻灭...
也许...
用灿烂过往堆砌的的宫殿困住我的罪首...
不是别人...
是我自己...
漫漫长路上...
会疲惫的不只有腿...
然后去学会付出...学会珍惜...也学会割舍...
学着去明白生命中总有一些擦肩而过的影子...
在黑暗中突然显现却又一闪而逝...
恍惚中...
岁月早已改变了它的谜底...
抬眼望去...
回忆仿佛往事的眼...
你望着它...它便也望着你...
轻轻地闭上眼睛...
让盈盈的泪水留下来...
把眼角擦干...
然后我就会告诉我自己...
没事了...
从这里走开吧...
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Love..
Love u bt cant v u 2gether...
Miss u bt cant go find u...
always jst can c u from bak...
hope 1 day u can turn bak 2 c me...
I wil wait u...
Miss u bt cant go find u...
always jst can c u from bak...
hope 1 day u can turn bak 2 c me...
I wil wait u...
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